Here is this guy who I’ve been warned from my inside/guts. He was a cute and stupid guy as I remember. He has small eyes and he’s short. He talked and flirted. He wouldn’t do anything as he said he would. But he still seemed cute and honest and innocent from my point of view. He is a guy I knew from an online website, Facebook. Then, we met after a month or two of chatting every night. I liked him at the first day we met even though he’s stingy and didn’t pay for the first date. We kept hanging out and seeing each other. He kept saying I’m perfect and I’m so perfect for him. He would say those sweet words and made me believe that he really liked me and he was serious with me. For some reasons it was clear to see that he’s not like what he made himself look like. And I knew that I fell for him. I fell for this bad guy. I lied myself and would ignore every sign. I got myself into sadness. I was craving for his love and attention. It was killing me inside. I knew, I knew this lead to nowhere. It wouldn’t work. It would never work. But I really wish it worked between us. It hurt and it fucking hurt me to accept that it’s over. It won’t leave me alone till I learned this lesson. So I stop runaway but face it.